So, I’m still not sure what I’m going to be using this blog for. I may use it as a general landing site for all my other stuff. I may use it as an online journal, and way to connect with other people outside any of my brands. I’m just not sure yet.
For now, I just need an outlet. I’m going to be posting this on my other blogs as well, so I may as well post it here too.
Basically, I’m tired of being tired. I’m tired of feeling fatigued. I’m tired of having to rely on energy drinks to simply stay awake.
Like, even now. I’m drinking an energy drink mixed with orange soda and Mt. Dew, and I’m still struggling to keep my eyes open. I know what some of you may think – drinking that crap isn’t good for you, and will make your body sluggish after a while. That is true, and I totally agree. I would rather not drink any of it. I’d prefer to stick to water, green tea and juice.
Here’s the thing – when I do that, I fall asleep. See, I’m narcoleptic. To fight that, I stay as buzzed as possible. It doesn’t always fix everything, and I still konk out from time to time, which sucks. Loosing a few minutes, a half our, even an hour or two randomly sucks. Especially when I work from home
That’s what I’m feeling today. I’m tired, on top of my sleep issues. I can barely stay awake, and have to rely on crap to keep me alert. I have to work. I have to keep building up my businesses, and make money.
I’m just tired of being tired.